Okay, this might sound a little revealing, but I’m okay with it because I know who I am. We all have our needs and desires, and sometimes, those are harder to fulfill when you’re in a new place. For example, moving to a new state and town like I did has definitely changed things. Back home, I had a friends-with-benefits arrangement, which made things easy. But in a small town, there aren’t the same opportunities, like bars, parties, or a large pool of people to connect with.
It's not just the physical part, either. I miss the companionship, the warmth of having someone by my side at night. I know it will be a while before I find someone out here for a meaningful relationship. Honestly, I only know of three gay men across two towns, and even though they’re all great guys, two are already together, and the third isn’t my type. I guess I’ll just have to manage until I make the move to Denver next year.
Hopefully, I can hold out until then. But I’ll just warn anyone around me on particularly "horny" days—they might catch an attitude if they aren’t careful!
OMG, my hormones have been insane this week. Whoa.
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